after much back and forth i decided id just probably change the url on this site for good. finalluy... something of worth to say on this bloge...
i kinda like pibby
have some major urges to get moar involved in toyhous... i wanna be engagedin dat stuff hardcoare
im kind of burnt out on writing so much for my VN. ahhg. i wonderwhy im tired all the time. i tbhinkk i might be depressed
today i did my laundry. yesterday i cleared plates from my room. a few days before that i took a 5 minute break from my work, in where i pulled out my phone and googled 'pastel pink airplane', and then went right back to my work as soon as i was done. my room looks comparitively less like one of those hikkokomori trashy rooms you see online
been getting into eating bananas lately. everyone around me is so deeply sad and im completely helpless to the fact
no more perverted desire persists within me than to make animated videos with an unreasonably large list of characters included from a variety of franchises all neatly compacted inside
turns out my pokemon crystal cartridge battery is dead, so im gonna replace it asap to be play with a working savefile...i have a rlym fun idea for the run so i might even make a page dedicated to documenting the run...i dont really wanna make a video based on it but a little webpage explaining everything would be very fun...
60s cinema....70s cinema.....80s cinema......90s cinema....00s cinema......sall gud
stayed up real late to finally be able to properly tune into this youtuber stream...i was so nervous i was actually shaking when they were ending and getting ready to show fanart 0_0;;;; they were confused by the presence of dave strider but otherwise in glee at my life philosophy. always a good day....and yet....i feel so anxious. what will the future hold in store for victor and co? will fun times be able to ever successfully drown out all of my built up naeseating feelings? or will i cry so hard i throw up and develop long term psychological issues in the near future? only time will tell....also, i have that hello video series tradition to continue in due time.
last night i opened my window as far as it could go just to hear the hum of the neighbors tv it was nice
drawpile is fun. heheehhe. hehehehehehehehehe
doing a massive springe cleanning of my site rn! if anyones wondering why everythings all jacked up. come back in like a week and most of it will be back to normal (with some cool new stuff!?! 0_o) also, i made a little writeup that i think ill throw in the shrines section at some point.
i want to be able to wear a full body cosplay of a pikmin character as if i dont have a body underneath
i watched both clone high and clone high season 2 recently....my friend keeps telling me how popular its become with fandom people on twitter, but i havent seen any of that...funny how the popularity of something can seem so small to one person but so big to someone else by sheer means of what appears on their feed. me personally i hadnt heard anyone discussing the show since that initial episode leak. i really believed that thing was fanmade when that rumour was initially spreading around. also, ive been reading books about birds, and also seeing a lot of birds around. i like birds.
I Had a dream where i had to get up super early -,-; i also had a delightful Mario 64 Poster on my wall. despite the ongoing stress of getting ready in the dream, I was rightfully enchanted by said poster. It was of that one render from the box art, yu gotta love it. Anyways... I woke up again, and had to get ready all over again -,-;;;;;;; geez... and I Dont even have a mario 64 poster Any more...! ...incidentally, i;m beginnning to realise that neocities blogs are intended for much more...structured thoughts... Well, as many structured thoughts as i do have, i dont see any need to share them publicly. you people prefer to hear me talk about what mundane things happened in my day anyways, right? HEHEHEHE.
its the end of summer, and it seems like everyones in reasonably high spirits beacuse of it... besides a few mishaps. but i gues we cant all be happy all at the same time can we :[? ah well. my friend told me he wants to do a comic together! im not sure if i can even manage to do anuthing like that with the time i Have but it sounds fun!!!i do appreciate such a sentiment I Do I do...
i saw a bird with a huge bunch of moss in its tiny mouth, and it was only a couple feet away from me. i think everything is gonnabe okay
i got new pillows Becuse my previous ones were 10 years old...my back feels like it can feel love again... ahhh. i Think rui kamishiro would like pillows
its spring break mother fracker!!! fiiinaly. i basically havent been able to work on any projects ive had cookin for errm...All of this year cus college is Kickeing My Asscheeks. All Of them.Buuut i rly rly wanna get some meat bitten off of the brunt of jobhunting9ks bbq. i have another thing im kiinda prioritsing above it rn so i kinda bet that jobhunting is more liekly to be done by next year rather than this year... :P BLEEEEP.Ok if I Dont Do Any of tTht Jacksquat ILll just like. Atlaest finsh an animation. thx for bearing with the food puns.axe OUT✌('w')
The walls of clinics are painted the color of foam insulation.
there was a box of pocky hiding under my bedwith all of the sticks inside broken up into little pieces. SUprrise NSnack
today i saw a guy who looked exactly like peter griffin from family guy. life is full of great surprises and peace and love on planet earth as always
today i saw a juicebox on the street left out seemingly overnight; it had a substantial layer of frost on the top. i was curious about the taste of 0 sugar coca cola (i dont tend to keep track of how each of the many cola varients taste so i end up having a cycle of drinking whichever ive forgotten the taste of every few years), so i bought some. apparently, it uses a strong substitute for sugar that they can only put a small dose into the drink for it to be not nauseatingly sweet (and possibily inedible altogether). it made a lot of sense, really. the flavor feels most definitely sweet, but distant from the familiar taste of sugary sweetness. its a little weird.
a little bit tired. Gamedeving as a whole on my mind a lot... I kinda wish more people viewed stuff like free web games in the same way people view web art and didnt see it in such an overtly commercial light no matter what it is or how much it costs or who the dev is. Blehh...on the note of eating, today I ate the silly slop from a bucket. It tasted like cheese
looks like twitter is at its doomsdays for real now...i guess thats what u get being a shitty boss, karma n all... i guess id be lying if im not gonna miss it since everyone is jumping ship. i feel like in the not so distant future twitter is just gonna be a weird somewhat sentimental distant memory, kind of like myspace for some people. like, Yeah, its got no signs of TECHNICALLY shutting down, but...cmon. i cant say i didnt have a lot of good memroies on there. well, maybe its not worth being mushy on here rather it would be more fitting on twitter itself, but i'll probably just be hanging around until the ship has truly sunk so any real goodbye might be somewhat obselete -,-;
i Don't usually have soda or anything, but today I bought a lipton ice tea! It was really nice. seeing vending machines every day makes you really tempted to eat junk food a lot LOL... I generally am good at avoiding that stuff unless its offered to me though!
today i bought candy with my friend! i got a haribo packet thing and she got some strawberry gummy looking thing that ive never heard of. i was super zonked out of it, because i managed to fail pretty badly at getting much sleep last night. So much for being cool and socially aware R.I.P.
today i went to the circus!!!!! it was really good and cool and i c I C I Can now confirm Clowns Are Real. This is not a drill. Thi i
on 1 hand:stressed2deth. On another hand. The game im making is like almost done aaaand splatoon3 is out SOON!!! dowww and whos coming over to the splatfest demo thing dawwww Awwwwwe ill be over.1 day Every tahng Will be OK my dearest dearys
the optimal way to play a hat in time for the switch is to play while eating a salad because you can eat the salad while waiting on the incredibly long loading screens and they will be less insufferable because salad will not get too cold or too hot while you get to play the actual game and it is also really good
hm..ive been quite unhappy for the past few days...ive been consistently anxious for most of this year and the end of last year, but im actively trying to clear my head more so i can really finally make strides in improving myself now ^_^ ys...i will be So cool...im gonna lay it all out and OBLITERATE avery thing wrong with my evil brain 1 by 1...pull out all of the bad stuff like brain gardening ukno..? im making a graph rn maybe ill cringe at it later but for now i gotta DO SHIT!!!!!
ive been enjoying danganronpa so much, i just had to buy the original on switch... my exams are currently ongoing, so it might seem nonsensical to be playing a game at this time...i dont know...i just want to unwind on a sunday -_-;; i hope (danganronpa reference.?wwww) i can fix my sleep as soon as possible..
i just had a very tremendous day....i played sooo much videogames and i beat danganronpa V3!!!!(the only video game i played. the plural in that sentence wus a lie.NYEHEEEEHEEHEE ok sorry for being annoying.) the rest of my day was going to be dedicated to looking at fanarts (since spoilers are no longer a worry looking online!!!) until when i realised salmon mode was a thing and i suddenly got so excitied....obviously i married kokichi.....obviously i stayed up until 1am doing his route.......thats what normal people do..................,,;;;
ive been thinking alot about things like shifting and subliminals and stuff like that..!!! my friend was explaining it alot to me today...he talked about how he was able to shift into another reality in his sleep....its very interesting, and i dont distrust him about it. i was originally skeptical but i think its something worth understanding...im not usually the most spiritual person or do much unique rituals but it seems really nice...dont laugh at me for this but -_-;;; lately ive also been having a strong connection with a character...ive been thinkking a lot about how i feel a connections to them i efeel like i want to understand better....maybe i should start doing some kind of otherkins ritual to feel at comfort about it...sorry if it sounds weird...ahhhh!!!
Oh boy...ive been videogameing ALL DAY today...ah...no exaggeration, its been 12 hours. what game U ask? Thx for asking. Im so glad U care about me....*blushes* (Its danganronpa) (I really love Keebo. Hes stolen my heart)
oh yeahha....start of le bloge...Feelin swell n stuffs....oh boy ok umm so today i have monis so i can commission artists who i like...though im shy so ill probably mostly just commission friends xd